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It's another year Christmas.

2011-12-03T08:13:00.000-08:00

Its 22122011!
Woooots, is such a good day!
I went to some places with my mom!
and saw some Christmas decoration!!
They were so beautiful, especially Pavilion!
The decoration and design were awesome!!
Mom said we should copy some of the design
and used in on our Christmas tree! :DD
Aunt gave us a yummy Hokkaido cake!! :))
Mom bought me an awesome Christmas present,
The Smurfs doll and the special macaroons!

FULL HOUSE

2011-11-20T03:20:00.000-08:00

FULL HOUSE got their new branch again,
it a new restaurant at Giant
Papa and mama brought us there to celebrate my birthday,
it was a new shop, so there was performances,
2 girls singing Christmas Carol,
and other songs which I don't know the name :D

There were a lot of people when almost 7,
because it's dinner time,
the food were delicious,
and I got my chance to have my chocolate mint drink! :))

My lucky day.

2011-11-11T09:14:00.000-08:00

Today was my lucky day,
JIAN, Shin, Kei and Hiew celebrate my birthday with me,
and guess what,
we saw AI FM DJ were there for some new year shooting,
actually nothing much,
just we were the fan girl and request for photo together!!
What a lucky we had!!
Just show out some photo! Hee :))

Happy Birthday To Me ♥

2011-11-11T04:27:00.000-08:00

Its a bit early to celebrate my birthday this year,
who ask my birthday fall on the SPM day!!
what a not-so-lucky-baby am I :))

Shin, JIAN, Hiew and Kei celebrated my birthday on the 11th of November,
10 days earlier that my actual birthday! :))
They gave me a big surprise,
I thought we're going to group study,
JIAN and Shin met me up at Starbuck,
we left to Old Town Coffee with their reason need breakfast!
so we went there,
suddenly, Kei and Hiew came from the escalator,
and they brought the birthday cake!
Awww, how lovely they were!

After that, of course to our main purpose!
STUDY for SPM!!
SPM is just 3 days from now!
we studied History, probably studying people's mistake!
Woahh, but we still put effort on it, on people's mistake,
that's why I can't get good results in History! :))

Anyway, Thanks for Shin, Kei, JIAN, Hiew, Laine and Yan,
for buying my favorite fruit cake, I love you so much ♥ ♥

A perfect dot to end my high school.

2011-10-15T23:01:00.000-07:00

I just went back from Berjaya Times Square Hotel,
the first graduation ceremony that I got,
it was also the school first graduation ceremony held in hotel,
we were so lucky to pay less but get the best!
sincerely thank the school,
for the 5 years in my high school life.
got us the best teacher and good students too,
though I always sleep in class! :D

Today was my graduation ceremony,
I iron my cloth so hardly yesterday night,
and try my heels like hundred times,
my mom nagged me for like an hour to sleep early,
plus my sister teasing me for looking so fat after I wear the gown

but, any how, i still late to meet my friends today,
so I just simply waited for JIAN the tortoise girl,
together we went to the corner near toilet to meet the gang!

Most precious photo! the complete member in our gang for first time.

Yan, Laine, Shin, Kei, Enn and Jian. Lovely 2011.

I couldn't believe my eyes, there was just like a dressing room,
Yan Yee, Kei and Yue Jing were the make up artist I think so,
cause they were busy helping to make up,
I am waiting the others,
of course, every one were beautiful and perfect that day,
So happy and sad that we finally reach the end of high school,

I took a lot of pictures for memories with my fellow friends,
no matter hate or love, it's time to say GOODBYE
how much things undone, how much words untold!

My orchestra guru! Wen Teng :)

Hiew Kuan

Miza and Elfira, my class sticky! :))

Man xi, the crazy girl :)

Woei Chyi, she helped me a lot :))

Chui Yee :)

Felicia, my CNBLUE kaki! :))

Finally she smile , my former shit partner! Not now! :) Jia Yee

Hsu Ann. My class monitor the gangster monitor! :))

Our school popular singer! Felicia too :))

Xiao Yun Jie! HAHA :))

Jing Wen, the one insists we call her name!

Esther, the one same name as mine, my daddy =)

This pretty monster! JIAN, my best buddies :)

Behh, intelligent and playful!

Phek Kuan, intelligent but disgusting!

Kah Mun, my friend since form 2 =)

Kai San =))

Fifi, happy go lucky girl :))

My mom a.k.a Kah Kei, lovely insane girl :)

Our second graduation day together, 13 years of friendship Sze Yien :))

Hui Lii, the cute girl always entertained me! :))

Jia Yi, I am speechless toward her! But still like her :))

Mei Kuan, she is totally way too cool! :))

Nickee! Totally crazy and insane girl :))

Kun Yi, the girl who are pretty! :))

Yan Yee, my grandma who good when deal with money! :))

my girl, and my darling yuen teng! :))

Audrey who always call me doremon! :))

The girl who sat beside me, my table mate, who fight with me a lot :)) naive girl.

Ying Hua, I love her walking style :))

Colbie! :))

my BUDDY, together we make Shasthini become crazy! Shan! :))

Mei Teng! My pretty girl :)

Toilet photo is a must for us

The gang since form 1 :))

Teacher on duty checked on us to make sure we wear heels!
Jia Yi and Zii were the most funny person I guess,
even Puan Lina was laughing at them, HAHA
we're waiting for the turn to go up the stage to take the leaving cert.
after that, it's our high-tea time,
the foods were nice and delicious,
and the cakes and cookies is just so yummy!

of course the unforgettable class 4 INTAN and 5 INTAN!
which accompany me for 2 years,
with lots of fight and hugs!
Love you guys too,

my 5 INTAN girls! ILY ♥

and of course my beloved teachers too,
however, I only got the chance to snap with some teachers,
which we took in the restroom while the teachers making-up! :))

Puan Yong, our school role model! :)

Puan Ashiqin, my chemistry teacher. :))

Puan Nurul, the one who always call me darling-honey-bee?! ♥

Puan Yusnah! The most sincere teacher! Love her so much ♥

Puan Chew, my chinese teacher. annoying but good :)) ♥

we took a lot of photo, especially our gang!
So fast, we will end our high school life soon,
I will miss my dear friends, very much, I guess.
♥♥

A special page in life.

2011-09-14T07:06:00.000-07:00

Photography Club First 2011 Project

took by me :))

We had a meeting for our club today,
I had ask the members to bring their own camera,
as we are going to practice using camera and techniques
This was the first time in school,
luckily every member brought it,

we started our activities,
which is taking photo,
with the theme of flora and fauna,
but before the class,
we had did something funny!
and ridiculous too!! :))

we took a lot of picture,
as this will be the last year we be in school,
we did a lot of silly poses!
so just let's the pictures tell the story,
this is my daily life in school,
of course not all are true,

First to say is my gang!
The craziest gang in school I guess,
but the closest pack!!
Love them :DD

Promoting our school

This was our school Science park! :))

A small corner for students to rest!

This was our school teacher's car! Should be hmmm :O

My class, 5 INTAN!

The school field :D

The school field again! :)

Drawing SEULONG in my class!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Drawing Seulongg again. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I was taking photo for them!

Lai Yan, my class mate!

My junior in form 3!

yea, my BURDAY!! SHAN!!

Jing wen, on the road of school!

Yee Mei, our school famous pianist!

Shu Hui! standard 1 table mate!

The DBKL group, proud to be a member of orchestra! :))

My form teacher, Puan Nurul.

Puan Chew, my Chinese teacher.

Datin Hasna! my civic teacher!

Puan Norazah! my photography teacher adviser.

these will be the memories,
when I looked back to the past,
there are still something I can remember.

She said she'll be back! :))

Hanging myself some where.

2011-09-13T00:45:00.001-07:00

Oh lord. Biology paper is damn hard
Its even unpredictable
How am I going to get A??

呼吸静止的那一刻

2011-05-21T08:03:00.000-07:00

Today was the first day after Trial exam,
I woke up with full energy and excitement,
today was the day that 2AM came to Malaysia,
and I, I , I!! am going to their showcase!!!!
before that, have to thanks my sis to grab a zone A seat for me!
I am sooooooo crazy until I shouted loudly under my pillow,
but still my mom and sis heard it and said I am INSANE! :D
well, Lalalala` I don't care to be insane if I could see them,
especially Seulongg!!
2AM would be the best ballad group that I've seen before,
I love them soooooo much!!

The showcase start at 7PM,
but I reached there at 10AM morning,
sound so crazy,
but when i reach there, there were long queue
I can't even see the front counter!
they even brought a bucket of KFC, sushi and lot's of food!!

It's finally 7PM, I could heard my heartbeat, pumped unevenly!
Heee, nervous and excitement filled my brain!
Once the man in counter checked on our ticket,
I rushed into the seat, and got a really nice place,
it can view the whole stage clear!!

it's the time now,
first was the band, performing 2AM hit songs!
'won't let you go even if I die'. 'you won't answer my call' and so on,
the next segment was games,
the emcees gave a part of melody and the participants have to guess the song's name!
but actually it is really easy if you're a 2AM fan's
and the present is a poster with 2AM real signature!!
Ahhhhhh, I was so crazy and insane that time!! :))
Ohh, forgot to thanks mama,
for buying me 2AM Saint O' Clock special limited edition album,
Awwwww, LOVE mama so much,
spend so much money to ship from Korea to Malaysia!

And finally, the climax, the peak!
2AM were on the stage!!
Awwww, the whole hall were crazy, full with scream!!
and they greet and sing!!
it's so cool to see them live!!
is LIVE! I just couldn't believe it,
is LIVE!!! L-I-V-E!!

next, they had a mini fan talk with us,
they sang Accapella as well!
they were just way to awesome!
once again I love them so much,

and it was Seulongg, Changmin and Jinwoon's birthday,
we gave them a twin tower birthday cake!
We make it as a surprise,
when they came out, we sang birthday song in Korean!
Whooots` how awesome is that,
and they have battle with the fans!
Jo Kwon was so amazing,
with his Kapp face and action!

I can't imagine!!! It's SEULONGG ♥♥♥♥♥

I guess I won't be able to sleep tonight!
I was unable to scream when I saw them
it was so unbelievable that they were standing in front me,
I can't even breathe I think so!
this is a bit over, but this is true,
4 person that you usually see in Korean TV,
suddenly were in front of you, and were singing for you!
Awwwww, can I scream now!!

Once again, thanks sis, for buying the ticket for me,
thanks mama, for buy their album for me,
and thanks papa, for bring me to the place where I meet them!

I ♥ 2AM

It's the last day!

2011-05-20T02:00:00.000-07:00

Today, today I should wrote into my dear history book
Today was the last day of my form 5 trial exam,
after this I could be free for a while,
and the most important!
tomorrow was 2AM's showcase,
They're in Malaysia now,
they went to Central Market yesterday,
drank Teh Tarik and ate Roti Canai,
Oh my God, they're so near yet so far!

I am looking forward tomorrow!
2AM, especially Seulongg,
Love Him so much!

I got it from Korea.

2011-05-11T09:09:00.000-07:00

My uncle just went back from Korea, the beautiful country with yummy foods
of course the most important is my Seulong lives there!

The day before he go to Korea,
I sent a tissue-roll-message to him,
talking about the stuff that he need to buy for us,
all of them were 2AM album and SS501 album,
at first I thought he would claim back from us,
but he said it were our gifts!

All 2AM's album!
I was so happy and I screamed in his house!
and all those Etude House products,
BB cream, masks, hand cream, lips gloss and so on.
of course, the one which cannot be less were foods,
he bought a lot of snacks from Korea,
It was so nice!
Chocolate, snacks, choco sticks, etc !

I really hope one day that I could make a trip to there,
the wonderful and fabulous country that I dream on!
I believe that one day I would bring along my family
and make an awesome trip there!

Trial is just in front of me.

2011-05-05T01:48:00.000-07:00

Due to yesterday, I used of almost 80% of my energy,
and so, I am damn tired for today's exam.
I nearly thought that I'll die in front the test paper.

Luckily the first paper was Physic 3,
and then followed by Sivik and PJ,
or else, I will die because of low battery! :))
After 5 minute staring at the test paper,
no choice because my eyes were fighting,
I lied the table and start to sleep.
again less than 5 minute,
the teacher woke me up!
Immediately I felt about the end of the world.
I just wanted to meet my wonderland,
and the annoying voice disturbed me!
well, not to say the teacher is annoying,
but it's really what I felt when I am sleepy.

Brands is no longer useful to me,
study until 4 AM, woke up at 6 AM,
if not fun at all!

She is from New zealand.

2011-05-04T09:27:00.000-07:00

Today was a very tired day, after I went back from the school at 5:30PM,
my mom told me that her friend was at our house now.
I was shocked, cause my image was like dumped-cat and dogs,
After I reached my home, I greeted, and she introduced herself,
seriously, I'm quite familiar with her,
cause I went to her house in Malaysia in Damansara last year
and we played with her kids,
while she and her friends were busy playing mahjong.

She shared a lot of her own family experience with us,
like her son was a civil engineer
her daughters were pharmacist and specialized doctor.
Oh my god, her family was like genius family,
she also bought a lot of souvenir for us,
and she and mom sharing their secret recipe of cooking.

We chit-chat until the sun sleep,
and the moon starts to work,
and we realized that we didn't had our dinner,
so we went our to the nearest stall,
which sold Hokkien noodle,
Mom said should let her try something memorable,

for hours we talked and share,
and I almost forgotten that I had my exam tomorrow,
in the end, I studied my physics at 12:00AM
but still end up by sleeping on the floor,
my so-called active-hours is after 11:00PM,
I don't know how am i going to sit for exam tomorrow. :'((

Kenneth Chin, over here.

2011-05-01T09:46:00.000-07:00

Kenneth Chin,

Too bad your birthday is on Labour Day,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,

thank you for came to this world many years ago,

for because of you, I seems to be shorter,

but because of you too, I seems to be smarter! =)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Have a unforgetable Birthday my dear ♥

someone's wedding dinner.

2011-05-01T06:26:00.000-07:00

Today was someone's dinner,

is obviously someone that I don't know.

Mom said it was our relative,

So I was like Oh, Okay. well, Let's go!
Don't blame me for that Mom,

cause that's the only reaction I can taught of,

I not really wanted to show you that expression,

But, well, we don't know each other,

and we went there chit-chat and full my stomach.

I thought I will be bored there,

luckily my cousins were there too,

teens gathered at a table for foods and talks,

obviously, adults were at another table with beers and laughter.

the foods were the best wedding dinner that I had before,

they were super-duper yummy!

and my sis love it so much,

because it is seafoods-free.

After the dinner, is time for interaction,
we went to the couple's room

and walk all over the house and the garden.

nothing special but clean and tidy,

we the teens even sat down at the small hall,

and started to play poker!

we're not allowed to gamble,

and the lame reason was because we're still young,

but the adults were almost taking the cheque book out,

gamble, beers, soft drinks , all over the small hall.

After the elder chit-chat,

for they like hunderd years did not see each other,

finally we could went back my house,

I felt like my bones were going to crack anytime

light off and I said HI to seulong in my dream.

Nocture.

2011-04-26T09:10:00.000-07:00

my life. ♥

Date: 26th April 2011.

Time: 10:44AM (half an hour before)

Venue: Prince Hotel.

Mission: get over the man-or-woman-examiner in Venue 1. =)

seriously I didn't really get through it.

It was a very-old-man-examiner.

holding a Malaysia 3 in 1 nesscafe.

and smiling like the KFC uncle,

said to me, come in please lady.

Ohh, the first time someone call me lady,

but right there I was in pans. HAHA

not funny. =(

smile and said GOOD MORNING.

He was so uncle-lifestyle, of course from his physical appearance.

Looking at me straight to the eyes,

and said again : try on the piano if you want.

Opps, too bad my first scale C major was on the key once he said so.

he ask me to try, =] the perfect scale for me is C major.

follow on his instruction, I started my Allegro Assai.

I broke down, for the first in my life,

that piece, I broke down!

I stunned there, looking at him from the reflection of the piano.

He was shocked, I was shocked too.

Luckily I could pick up, but it was after 3 seconds!

I was about to knock my head to the hotel's wall.

Down for the whole day, and I am dead.

My hands were icy-cool just like it just took out from ice!

I know, God bless me.

my first kimbap rice.

2011-04-23T20:29:00.000-07:00

Today was a boring day,
so I decided to make my kimbap rice.
the kimbaps were so delicious!!
Yummy! but the outer image was a bit ugly!
but it is really yummy!

SBS 1st IU.

2011-04-16T08:24:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning I woke up,because Laine said she will reach my house at 8:30,

but no matter how hard I wait,

I can't even see her shadow!

Shit, she came at 9:30,

and Shin came at 10AM

including Zii,

which is the surprisingly guess,

for that I didn't even know she join us!

When we almost reached there,

we make a turn to Paparich,

to get Jian on there,

end up by that,

the back seats were full of people!

HAHA =))

I wait for Yung at the main gate,

she said she will lead me in =)

the auditorium was big enough,

but it was really hot,

I saw lots of my school mates last time.

I kept saying HI to them.

The shows were so fun!
Oh my gosh,
they even got a magic show!
and US states fashion shows!
The Tiger Wood was so awesome!
100% looked like the real Tiger Wood!
and the lastly, Mickey and Minnie!!
the part I ♥ the most !!

I saw Apple, my twins when refreshment!
I miss her sooooooo much,
She was so lady-like and mature!!
I love today so much!!

After that, we went to a restaurant together

Viva @ Garden.

2011-04-16T05:34:00.000-07:00

Today was the first day of Viva!
We went there for shopping.
We went Garden!
The new restaurant at Viva,
actually is another new branch.

The Garden was so beautiful,
and it is some sort like full-house concept,
white in color, high-class.
Classic some more.
The feeling was like the 20th centuries royal England!

event was so tiring.

2011-04-15T08:06:00.000-07:00

Today was Hsu Ann's birthday, for centuries we didn't celebrate her birthday, not even a birthday song. but this year, the last year, we wish to make her have a unforgetable birthday. we act normal in the class, but presents and cake were secretly hid over the next class. she was so unhappy, mostly was because she tought we won't celebrate for her. and the most amazing thing was, it was Puan Norizah's birthday too, and we decided to celebrate together. we plan with the teachers, that we will take the cake in while History time. and we did that, every one gave presents, but she isn't touch! x_______x the gang of us bought her a wishing bottle, the wishes inside, take it as our sincere! Dear, please have a good birthday!

Monologue.

2011-04-11T08:13:00.000-07:00

Today was monologue competition,
and I got it know at the last minute!
HA! and I think I am crazy to memorise script last minute.

we were the 4th,
we doing the monologue based on,
the literature, step by wicked step!

Me, Laine and Amanda,
I was playing the role, Claudia,
which is a small kid!
Amanda play the role as Stella,
which is the one who took away my dad!
and well, Laine was my dad!

when the teacher called upon my name,
I was damn frightening, and I thought I died!
I don't dare to look down the stage,
and my eyes were stunned at the teachers.
but at last, we manage to get 1st,
and got a coupon of koperasi which cost RM30.00

其实

2011-04-10T23:41:00.000-07:00

其实，有好多是我不想让你知道，所以我能体谅你得不了解真的好想和你说，抱歉，是你越界了，你不应该这样，其实，我并没有生气，只是你不会明白当时的恐惧做到哪里都会闪耀得你；永远不要告诉我你知道我的感受，因为我知道，那不是你会知道的事爱你说一才说你，可是你不懂，对不起，我伤到了你；可是抱歉你伤得我更深那一刻我真的彷徨无助了道歉真的不需要了，我想我也不会接受，我看是原谅不了了，毕竟我也有错就算还能再做朋友，也是最熟悉的陌生人了

我回来了

2011-03-15T06:57:00.000-07:00

2天1夜，说常不常；说短也不短。
可是却刚好让我找回了我的良心。哈哈

2天1夜的云顶高原小草生活营，

让我发现我其实很幸福，

只是身在福中不只福；

7岁被爸妈遗弃；

家庭的分裂，孩子却成了大人眼中的包袱，拖累

难道他们不知道吗？

7岁，使开始懂事的年龄。

我只能这样说。

他们心里到底在想什么，

我们平凡人的眼中真的摸不透，

看着他们在心里测验环节时，

在纸上发泄，仿佛对这世界的不满；

用粘土捏出生气时会做的东西，

钓鱼，画画，跳舞，唱歌...

各种各样，其实都是他们喜欢的，

只是，他们通常很少机会去接触，

更别说是去做。

一次的云顶高原可以让他们了翻天，

其实他们很多都没去过，

那可爱的轮廓，让人怎么看都心酸；

孩子群中一定会有调皮的，

偶尔打架也很平常，

其实他们只是想得到你的注意

他们只要求你多看他们一眼；

打架闹事，破坏，恶作剧，

只不过想引起注意；

换来的是白眼，责备

我们义工们的宝贝，萃迎

美仪

Nicholas Lau.

卜文兰

彭靖

如今，虽然已经回到家中，
可是耳边偶尔会响起他们爽朗的笑声，
静下心来的时候，我们相处的回忆又会浮现在脑海中。
我多么希望能在再次见到他们，
那晚星空下的约定，我想我这一辈子都忘不了。

我只到，我拥有了最真挚的笑容；最宝贵的回忆。♥

It's her wedding.

2011-03-13T01:51:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOSH,
today is my cousin's wedding day,
we woke up early in the morning,

When we reached her house,
she was making-up,
my uncle and his make-up artist were inside the room,
helping her to modify her dress and set her hair,
she was so beautiful,

her friends were busy thinking the idea to trick the bride :))
The bride arrived with a big scene,
with a hon along the way up to the house,
with his friends, in 6 myvy car!
everyone were so exited!

but the bride was pity,
because in order to get the keys my cousin's room,
he had to do everything.
melt the ice, eat the grapes, sit-up... etc
HAHA!!!! my aunt was standing there,
and suddenly she whisper to me
: I had the spare key with me! HAHA!

it was very fun!
after that, we went to the boy's house~
it is at Sungai Long
And then, we went home,
but my mom went to uncle's house,
so, me and sis have to stay aunt's house,
and sleep :)))

at night , they had wedding dinner at the restaurant!
My cousin again was very beautiful,
in her long red dress, and hair tied up!
HAHA.
not much but we took a lot of picture!

my first wedding ceromony.

2011-03-12T00:52:00.000-08:00

Today was the day before tomorrow of my cousin's wedding,
They invite us to their house for a family gathering,
It was a big family gathering,
all the relatives and the friends go for the dinner,

Our family reached at 7:30,
and the dinner was about to start.
everyone ate and talked there,
but the most hit topic was the earth quake in Japan,
and also the nuclear leak!

My cousin who just went back from Japan,
she had to go back to Japan next week,
but her schedule have to postpone due to the earthquake!
so she have to stay at Malaysia for the next 2 weeks.
My cousin's friends were also here to join the dinner.
They gathered in her room and have their girl gossips :))
while me and other cousin watching Mr Jay Chou in the living room.
HAHA!

it had been long time we didn't gather like that!

不要问我怎么了

2011-03-11T05:13:00.000-08:00

别问我怎么了，就连我自己也不懂。
快乐，来得的好快好快，快的我来不及消化，
等我想起开心时，他就从我手心溜走了
好多的来不及，都来不及说出口。
快乐，离我遥远。话题，不再相同。
我不知道我们怎么了，
那道隐性玻璃墙，我怎么也找不到出口；
怎么办，我只能一笑而过

伤心，我望着天，在心中默默念，
下一秒你出现在眼前。
我的旋律，再也不快乐，
好像那只受伤了的精灵，怎样也站不起来。
可是，我的钢琴，弹奏的都是你。

妒嫉让人变得丑陋，
你们的话就早已被风吹散，
即使是他，我也能微笑接受
只因为我放下。

这些，对我来说，得来不易。
所以不要问我为什么，多的是，你不知道的事，
我比任何人都想要珍惜。

这年，那年

2011-03-08T05:25:00.000-08:00

这年；那年。
我只感觉到，我的友谊变质了
我们到底怎么了，
这个问题每每都出现在我脑袋里；
我不懂，也不想；在做出任何反应

我们是未知数，根本不可能揭开。
所以，我想；算了吧。
我放弃了我们

对不起，我爱你；们

I achieve 400 posts.

2011-03-07T05:20:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO :DD
finally, my blog post was 400.
along my 400 posts,
there were sadness, happiness and sweetness.
They all went through my life.

But still, every one hope their life to be well and smooth.
I think that, as long with friends and family,
I can live happy forever.

Bless be :)

HAPPY LIFE

Last Cross Country.

2011-03-05T06:44:00.000-08:00

Today was my last year cross country,
is still the same place, @Taman Tasik Permaisuri,
for 5 years. every year I walked through,
and saw the same building, same pathway,
even same muddy algae in the lake.

for the first half an hour,
all the VVIP gave their speech,
their speech were so long until it was like when they're golden adward.
teachers kept calling us to squad down,
the field was wet, and we squad for at least half an hours!

I am in catagory A, and we're running with the form 4 juniors,
At frist, me and Amanda was so high spirit,
that we really did run.
but, after a long period of running,
we slow down our speed and started to learn Biology,
Anaerobic Respiration ; Lactic acid ; muscle cramp.
HAHA, we're having fun all the way.

Our target at first was to catch up with Jia Yee,
but in the end, we can't even see her shadow :DD
This year, there were a lot of gage-brown won the prizes!
I sincerely hope that gage-brown will get the champion in the sport day!!

I love Gage-Brown.

after the cross-country,
I went to tuition;
sorry to say that, I really not in the situation,
it made me feel so frustrated when I saw the test paper.
I really forgot every thing in my mind,
my mind went blank and nothing!
He said there was a 0 mark.
would it be me?!
I am so going to dead.

I am number four.

2011-03-04T03:18:00.000-08:00

I went to cinema with Shin, Jian, and Yan Yee after school.

we went to watch the movie:

I am number four!

a movie about alien directed by D.J.Caruso.

and acted by Alex Pettyfer, he is, yea, quite handsome.

Teresa Palmer, she is so beautiful, seriously.

The movie was fabulous, of course.

and before that, I walked around at time square with Shin and Yan.

every things were so new for me.

cause I seldom went to Time Square.

They went to Sasa, and bought masks.

and is time to go in the cinema.

we got almost the top seat.

plus, the place was so damn cold, until I freeze.

After the movie, we ran straight to the toilet,

because it was too cold.

and then, I called Jian,

because she is going home with me,

we walked around 10 minutes to reach the LRT station.

along the pathway, a series of embarrasing thing happend.

first, I don't know how to cross the road!

second, my shoe lace had off from my shoe, obviously I don't know how to tie.

third, my money fall from the pocket while I trying to take my phone!

Jian was like my mom as she hold my hand to cross the road,

I swear that I, will hire a driver in the future!

But still, luckily with Jian,

I reached my home safe and sound.

HAHA

These were no feelings to me anymore.

2011-03-03T01:04:00.000-08:00

Opps, I failed my Add Math again.
I worked so hard to pass my Add Math at the last semester.
But now, within 2 months, I fail-ed again.
What should I do?!

and seriously, I just have to scored 3 marks to get pass.
everything went to wrong side,
after my form 5 life, bad things happen on me.
Tired, Weak, Sick, Ulser, Time-less...etc etc.
Ohhhhh, I am going to die like this.

Save me please, my short post.

Let me out tomorrow?! Please;

Oh, please be strong.

2011-03-01T06:23:00.001-08:00

This is the day after my exam,
it was my first exam in my form 5 life,
and it was invisible-stress to me.

everything happend too fast,
I haven't prepare and done with my mood.
still, I have to face my computer every,
and I know, soon. I have to leave the computer alone.
that's the time when I turn to hug my reference books!

The post that I wrote was getting shorter and shorter.
it seems like there's no more memory in my 17 life.
Nevermind, SPM will be the most un-forgetable memory. :D

Oh, please be stong ching enn, 8 more month to go.

2月30号见

2011-02-28T05:23:00.000-08:00

就让我们2月30 号见；
永远不再见。
我的日历，永远都到不到那天；想念你的心只停在
2 月 28 日

原来我也不想画下这句点

再见，我的爱

There's something between.

2011-02-27T06:59:00.000-08:00

I thought I won't be so childish.
and I really didn't think before, I would do that.

JEALOUS, this word is so far to me.
Jealous is like a horror movie for me,
it almost killed me.
but now I feel it, pain and hard to tell.
It makes my life worst,
though I always pretend myself in 100% perfect.
some how, without you, no one know what am I thinking.
and I just wonder, what is the thing between us?

until today, I found it.
we talking in different way.
we do not have the same hot topics.
I don't like what you talk,
and you don't really understand what I talked about!
most of the time I was sitting and listen to you.
I tried my best to show my reaction toward you.
But yet, there's something between.

Invisible again, what should I do to overcome it.
Our bond is futher apart again.
I didn't think before this will happend on me.
I am driving myself crazy.

I am who I am, you are who you are.

we're different, and not the same.

Happy New Year.

2011-02-03T06:08:00.000-08:00

my new year was just like normal life.

eat, play and sleep,

that's all my life for new year.

Othello.

2011-01-27T06:13:00.000-08:00

Today after Chinese class,I have to rush home again,

and then rush back to school again.

because I was going to watch the theater with my friends.
Othello, the play among the 4 tragic by William Shakespeare.

Before we went to auditorium,

we supposed to gather at school,

every one wore so nice,
Jia yi and Zii was there much more earlier than me.

so when I saw them, I almost run to them! :D

Well, the only thing I can say is the show is awesome.
and I do love the director,
because he interpret the whole story so nice.
Good job to him!
It was so lively especially the scene Othello killed his wife!
I also love Shakespeare,
how could he wrote a so awesome play!
no much about the play,
but more on the memory!
our picture tell stories.

Othello ♥

Saint O' Clock.

2011-01-26T08:07:00.000-08:00

Today after school,
I went home like usual,
but when I reached in front of the door,
I saw something, like a piece of paper,
stuck in the gate,
I held out my hand and peep on the paper,
It was the sorry post from the Pos Laju,

I almost got crazy,
because I missed the Pos Laju uncle,
and is show that, I have to wait one more long day,
until I can get my Saint O' Clock,

on the other day, it was the tiring Wednesday.
After I got back from my school at 5:30 PM.
I was so damn tired until I lied on the bed and fall asleep.
but suddenly my mom woke me up,
and told me that she wanted to bring me to Pos Laju Office,
I was so exited until my tiredness was gone!

when I got to the office,
it was almost 8 PM,
I went in there, and showed them my ID card.
then they gave me a shipment,
I was exited and happy.

after went back my house,
straight away I un-wrapped the plastic,
Whooooot's
Is my Saint O' Clock,
is 2AM,
OMG, I was almost to cry,
I was so hard to clam myself down,
I almost wanted to tweet them that I love them so much,
especially Seul Ong!!
Wheeeeeeeeeeee :DD
I'm in the Republic of 2AM.

I ♥ ♥ ♥ 2AM

I've grown up.

2011-01-24T06:02:00.000-08:00

Thing goes not really good after you grown,
no people will ever care for your feelings.
people will blame on you when you did wrong,
You got scolded by others,

There won't ever be tolerate or forgive as well.
this is just because you were grown up.
and the most important,
you'll have to protect yourself,
cause no one will care for your feelings unless yourself! ):

: 你心情OK吗?

我可以说不吗? 你在对我说不的时候，不是应该想了先吗?
反正你都已经开口了，我也没有挽留的余地，我长大了。
原来我们都大了；当我们长大，学会了逢场作戏。

I am no longer baby.

I am busy.

2011-01-22T06:30:00.000-08:00

After I gone to form 5,
every things change,
even my friends around me.

It's really a tough year for me,
beside to rush for all my syllabus,
I have to deal something with my friends.
unfortunely, I am not God.
I really don't have 24 hours,
even I had a heart more than 24 hours.

Facebook, I have leave FB for don't know how long.
even if I on, I just pass-by and log out,
same to twitter and blogger,
My blog post seem to be little and little,
and in the end, I might not have time to post anymore,
but this would be same as my dear diary,
I'll continue to write even if I was damn busy.
well, I don't hope people will come and read,
because this is my diary. :D

Friends, is the most big problem to me,
I am really weak in dealing with friends,
I don't know how to express my feelings,
and okay, though I had a cool face,
doesn't mean that I am really cold into my heart.
I am still a girl, that would dream high!
......
I don't know what can I do.

This is my hometown.

2011-01-20T07:13:00.000-08:00

Today was public holiday,
Students love holidays because no school.
Auntie went for a body check up,
She fainted twice one day,
so mum decided to went back Ipoh to visit her,
and also, today was her birthday
we wanted to celebrate with her also.

along the way back to my beloved hometown,
of course I will sleep in the car,
listening to songs and on-line.
I saw some cows passing through the bridge.
Some how, in the city, is hard to see that,
that's why I love my hometown very much.

we reached my aunt's mushroom factory.
My aunt runs a mushroom factory,
I loved to walk around her factory.
Geeeee :D that was so awesome.

while waiting my aunt to come,
I visited my aunt's new home.
She built a new house,
just right beside her factory.
the new house was nice and grand!
we sang songs, and cut the cake
after the birthday girl arrived.

we also went to the a great place,
which is the place that the 'Ice Kacang Puppy Love' showed.
Before they directed this movie,
they renovated all the building at there,
but after the finished the movie,
they dismantle the whole building,
and the building was old enough like no one cares :O

after we visited the building,
we went to Clear Water Club,
for golf and cycling. :D
It was so fun because I finally can cycling.

Today was so fun,
I just simply love my hometown Ipoh,
full with delicious foods,
and also nice building,
those old town buildings,
make me fall in it!

I did wrong.

2011-01-18T06:22:00.000-08:00

First of all, it was really not my fault,
but what to do,
from the year 2007 until now is 2011,
who ever worked with me as a group,
I'm sure that someting will gone wrong!

Opps, it was just like today,
we were happily gathered in front the table,
because we're doing the Chemistry experiment today.
and I was so proud to be by taking the marble chips,
and inverted the burette because Amanda can't do it!

after the large marble chip experiment,
it was now the time for small marble chips,
and we're all busy doing on our own things.
I, who are sitting alone,
and inverting the burrete,
then after we poured in the Hydrochloric acid,
then I placed the stopper toward the conical flask!
I shouted suddenly , HAHA
is because of the stopper doesn't fit the flask!
in the end, I wanted to pull out the stopper,
but instead of pull out,
I broke it into pieces caused by nervous!
Oh my God, save me!

love; happy to start sad to end.

2011-01-15T05:26:00.001-08:00

Omg, today was the last day for Adam!
Awww, I am so going to miss them.

actually, no matter they leave by any reason.
I'll still support them,
because they are Ga-in and Kwonnie!
I love them so much,
but of course, I love Seulong more!! ♥

Lastly, GOODBYE ADAM,
this status is all over my facebook, twitter
and now, blogger,
is the time to say GOODBYE.

I'm not going to watch We Got Married anymore;
they're only my memories in WGM!

ENDING.

2011-01-06T01:08:00.000-08:00

today was the 6th of January,
after 1 year and 3 month,
they got separated.

Aww, they're my Adam Couple.
I will miss them always,
some how this is their privacy.
but, I won't watch for WGM anymore,
there's no more thing I want to watch for :)

please be happy always.

in the way of geum-ji and okyeob

we've changed.

2011-01-05T00:41:00.000-08:00

Oh my God, if you had the chance,
just come over our gang and have a look,
the most popular conversation will sure be:
Weh, can you borrow me you this and that?! or maybe this,
Oi, this have to pass-up today larh, finished borrow me!
HA! this is the most conversation I could here in my class,
at least for everyone in 5 Intan.

this is just like, we're so cool,
the first time ever, we rushed for homework
pay 100% attention in the class,
greet the teachers,
and what else, Ah! the most important,
Pass up our homework.

this happen to me too,
though this year was not like last year,
cause feelings will changed;
and I started to work hard on something!

I am so less-talkative now!
This is just me!
is a great thing to change in study,
but my attitude still,
okay, this is me,
I fear a lot for nag, and I even hate it!
don't even talk a lot in front me,
I really will cry!
this is what I mean, let me be the one!

it's still my school.

2011-01-03T00:54:00.000-08:00

Opps, is so fast until the school reopen,
early in the morning, finally I heard the alarm clock.
Whoa, I woke up in 5AM in the morning! Awesome :)

Okay, today was the first day of school,
is the starting of my form 5 life,
and I know it would be tough,
the only thing I feel warm is only that,
I can meet my friends again and again.

but the thing out of my expectation was,
the assembly was even longer that last year,
first was the principal, then was her assistance,
just imagine she had 3 assistance,
giving speech on the stage for 30 minute everyone,
what will me be?!
left my body sitting on the floor,
but my soul, probably is some where around Korea!

is a new class obviously,
and this year the classroom was on the highest level,
and is just next to the teacher's office!
which mean that we can't even make noise,
but seriously, it is very cool!
with the wind blow over!

Too bad that, the first day of school was a rainy day!
Me and Jian met and we walked together,
and :), we're wet!
this year, our class seems to more love each other.

ILY, 5 Intan.

new year.

2011-01-01T01:01:00.000-08:00

today was the 1st of January of year 2011.

talking about new year,

show that, new year, new hope and new thing!

but, every thing seem just normally unchanged.

even what my man running now.

HAPPY NEW YEAR. 2011

Looking forward 3rd of January.

time past fast.

2010-12-31T20:46:00.000-08:00

yea, time past so fast and now is almost the end of 2010.
Looking back this year 2010,
a lot of things happened on me.
of course there's bad and good.
but the most is, I had learned how to go through this!
This was the best thing I learned in this year.
and also, putting away the old thing,
I will look forward for next year,
is a very important year for me, 2011
the year I will sit for my SPM,
I might give up a lot of things in this year,
but I believe that I will success in my SPM,
after all, I am not good enough in this year,
so I will make a better year for me in next year.
at least something shall change.
no matter what, welcome 2011,
a year that will be more challenge! =3

2010, taking a lot my best memories.
Happy New Year,
my friends, family, please receive a lot of love from me. =)
In the end, BYE 2011.

I ♥ you.

The Curve.

2010-12-31T18:17:00.000-08:00

Today was the last day of 2010.
and I am now at The Curve.
Then I walked to IKEA.
because I wanted to buy the curry puff at there, ^^
while lining-up,
there's a woman behind, and she is a Korean!
I was so exited.
I tried my best to listen what she said to her kids!
Omg, I understand what she is talking about,
is in Korean! =)))

there was a rehearsal, for tonight,
A lot of Malaysia pop star came for tonight countdown. =))

Later, we went to Teppanyaki.
Is so delicious their food.
but too oily. =)))

It's like 2011 now.

2010-12-26T07:34:00.000-08:00

though, is one more week till 2011,
but I mood was like in the new year now,
everything seems so new to me;

new hair style, new bags, new shirt, new friends as well =))
May be, I should even let myself have a new character,
along the year 2010, I did something bad,
before knowing you; my life was miserable.
after that, step by step, you guide me through,
all those tunder storm, lightnings or even snow,
you let me feel the warm in you.
Slowly, I know you love me.
there's the time where I want to get close to you.
it was really hard for me to focus only on you,
even after I went so much camp talking about you.
but, I'm trying my best, to open my heart,
to let you walk in my life.

in the year 2010, I really did wrong things,
is not one or two, but hundreds or even thousands,
jealous, anger, demanding, childish...
this is all the things that I need to throw in 2011.
I believe, with you beside me.
I will get what I want, but; I will do what you want!
this is really a new year for me,
not only on the side of attitide, but also on studies,
this is an important year for me.
I'll left away my un-nessary thinking,
and do well on studies.

until now; I haven't sit down and think about my future?
I might not a doctor, or even a very great person,
but I believe, I will be the best among of them! =))
my future is in your hand.

after my mask, I'm still a little girl that need your care,

under my mask, I also hope for love from everyone.

But because of some reason that only we know,

I can't show what I am.

I struggle for so hard, and then I came out a conclusion:

Let it be. lol.
I need to do something I need to do.

I need you.

It's Christmas!

2010-12-25T22:34:00.000-08:00

Early in the morning like this,
I was still sleeping in the bed,
and then, I missed out my church service
because I had my tuition on Saturday!

But still, Merry Christmas to everyone.
Oh ya, a big new,
Jesus gave me a present,
It's my family!
and of course Santa,
He gave me a chance on Saint O' Clock!
I love this year's Christmas!

After I went back from tuition
is almost 4PM
and there we are,
1 Utama,
for Christmas!!

I saw band were playing songs on Christmas!
Omg, the girl was playing saxophone!
this is so impossible, and unbelievable.
I love it so much,
I was about to go and ask her for a sign! =))

then I had auntie ann as my supper,
and also the thing I can't left,
Green Tea Ice Cream!

Merry Christmas!

I ♥ You

my Christmas eve.

2010-12-24T08:12:00.000-08:00

LOL, I spent all my christmas eve at church,
after my christmas eve lunch, with the chicken!
Omg, the chicken is so delicious!
TeeHee :D
Because of that, I skipped my Bio class.
Should I give some to my teacher?!

so, I skipped my class for Bio today,
guess that I will nag by teacher next week,
I promised that I will attend for the class,
but end up with absent, because of play~
Play is more important for me, at least for now,
I'm still in sweet 16, let me honey moon~

The church was beautiful today,
cause is Christmas! :))
they started the program at 10PM, is quite late :))
Madam Chong joined us for worshiping only.
Before worship, it was the praising from aunties,
then is Amanda's solo a part of ballet,
I was holding her bag and her shoe =))
she looked so mature with her outfit.
but once she talked, Oh God,
all her image, or whatever had lost,
still a little kid no matter how she is! =))
After we worshiped, it's the talk from pastors,
then there were catwalk form the aunties!!
and the theme is 1 Malaysia =)) they were so beautiful!
then is the dance, after that was singing.
and is the best part, countdown,
I gave them the candles and pass the light on for them!
then we hold the candles and sing together.
after 12AM, and is finally Christmas! we greet and hug! =))

Then, my mom baked a cheese cake.
Is so damn nice!
because this is the first time she baked cheese cake,
slightly missed-out the time.
so the cake is not really nice to eat,
no choice I have to wait another 2 hour,
after the cake came out from the oven!
Smell so nice, and taste so nice!
I love it so much!!!

what a un-forgettable christmas =))
can I make it like this every year?!
a little of disappointment, a lot of happiness!
should be like that, every year.
though sometimes I wished that I could stay at home. :P
but still, this year I got a lot of presents from my friends and family.
Mom bought me a shirt,
Sis Mun gave me a cup, and a box of chocolates. =D
what else? awww, lot more! it uncountable this year.
I should be thankful to everyone this year. :O

Tomorrow is Christmas! where I can I go to play?!
but yet, still have tuition. =(( never mind! Fighting!!

Sakae Sushi.

2010-12-19T06:08:00.000-08:00

My sis went to Genting with her friends,
so I'm free to do anything I want.
and now, I'm using the computer myself,
cooking for myself only, sleeping myself also.
I am so happy now!
without her, I am like the bird got out from the cage. =)

and, because of without her,
we can have our Sakae Sushi!
we ate a lot of seafood,
Sashimi, prawn. etc. etc
Omg, is so delicious.
and we end up by eating RM105! =)

after that, we went to Popular,
to find my Saint O' Clock.
but so disappointing that Malaysia didn't import 2AM's album!

On the way back, after my sis meet us at Leisure Mall.
We met my cousin, and we had a night-tea. =)
at Secret Recipe! =)
I had my favorite mocha drink.
actually not my favorite, cause my favorite is mint chocolate!
next time when I go Full House,
I will make it to my table!! =3

After that, we're ready to go home,
on the way we meet uncle wong also!
then, we're like a fool standing in the middle on the shop,
and talked, is like hundred over years they didn't talk!
so no choice, me and Sze Hui talking also.

then, we went back our house.
I was so damn tired.
but I'm still happy, cause I bought a new novel!
only cost RM9.90.
last time the book fair sold RM23.50!
Omg, so expensive.

Christmas

2010-12-18T05:29:00.000-08:00

Woooots`
The day I waited for almost a week finally come!
Today was TMLC youth Christmas party.
I brought along my present to exchange,

Of course, we worship, lot of happy song!
some of the songs I don't even heard before,
it show that how long I didn't went to chuch
but no choice, I had tuition on Sunday morning,
and because of the other slot is full,
I have to choose Sunday,
if not I'll die in all of the subjects. =))

then a short talk from Pastor,
then the things after that,
were presents exchange,
I got the present from Mei Khey's cousin, Sook Yan.
Is a big 1000 pieces jigsaw puzzle. =)
Kenneth Chin say that was Cococruch, :(

and then, I gave away my present to Sue.
She a pretty girl, but she just way too tall.
I have to stand on the staircase to take picture with her.

After the present exchange section,
is time for eat, or supper.
They had prepared spaghetti, salad, smash potato and ice-lemon tea.
is obviously delicious,because they made my favorite!

Then wee young gave me my belated birthday present!
is like a month late! but still thank you to him =)
and well, he knew well that is he owe me!

Today was a wonderful day. =)

Merry Christmas!

I worked OT.

2010-12-14T19:11:00.000-08:00

today was my working day, this was the first time I work in the morning.
obviously, the morning were always the aunties,
cause it was their activities after they went to the market.
not to say annoy, but they really ask those lousy question.
seems that they taking the item they want,
but still keep ask here and there,
Omg, I was like killing myself at there.

Most of them in the morning were buying beauty products,
like Vitamin E, Flower oil, Shape Tea, Collagen! :DD
after those cute customers went off,
most of the time I was helping my boss do accounting filing!
the invoice, payment, statement, etc. etc
Though I don't understand what is that,
but still can learn something new.

Last time when I worked in night,
most of them were teens like me,
buying flu, cough medicine only,
still, something new for me, but not as in the morning shift.
as well as I worked with my cousin,
she is more experience compared to me.
so most of the time, I just sat at the chair and do nothing.
Ahhh, got, put the items into plastic bags, say Goodbye and Thank you.

This is a good job for me,
beside of learning new things,
it also help me in the future in my studies, :D
and also, I can learn something outside my studies,
I saw many kind of people here,
poor, rich, good, bad...
the good and the rich one obviously will be my target,
but the bad and poor one, just take it as a lesson.
and for those who are annoy, lousy, sarcastic,
I will keep away from them forever!! :))

I ♥ my work.

M.U.R.I.E.L

2010-12-12T19:57:00.000-08:00

M.U.R.I.E.L was in the finals!
Good job to all of the Muriels!
I ♥ MURIEL so much!
Woooots`

That day was so hot!
I rush from Exclusive straight away to Sungei Wang,
because is our Muriel on competition!

then after that, I went shopping with May Koon, sook yee and her sisters!
me and may koon were like the stylist,
we keep choosing those shirt for sook yeng to try!
Ohh, God knows we're so embarrassed taking all those boy tee. :D
but is fun, we also look for shoe!
we're crazy on that day!

Hello Baby.

2010-12-03T20:38:00.000-08:00

After Personal Taste, the show that accompanied me was Hello Baby. I watched from SNSD's to SHINee's and now is T-ara's. Wow! The babies are so cute, but SNSD and SHINee, they only took care for 1 kid, but T-ara took care of 3! So fabulous! :) The baby I love the most is yooguen, he was SHINee's baby, so damn cute though he is only 4 year old, and! he started to step into entertainment world! Omg, he probably will love by every one! who can stand on a cute baby! Talk about baby, T-ara's baby also cute, which is Mason, Mayvin and Maden, they were cute as well, but SNSD's baby, Kangsan is a bit, not-really, friendly, cause he is still a baby! still learning walking :))) by the way, they were really cute! Wheeeee` and also, their mom and dad were so funny! Don't know how to take care of them!! is really cute! they put a lot of effort on taking care of a baby, even brought present, cooked! Awww =3, I love this show so much!

Personal Taste.

2010-12-02T08:19:00.000-08:00

again, again, and again,

it is not life brief candle but Personal Taste, this is the movie that I was currently addicted.This movie was quite long time ago but I remembered that time I was having my mid-term, and no choice I have to give up this movie, but now, is my free time honeymoon. I will spend my time wisely, because the first intervention will be on the 1st of January. I don't want to fail this time for Chemistry, some more, since I joined Mr Wong class, I know that I have to work more hard than others! :)

Happy Birthday.

2010-11-30T19:31:00.000-08:00

Today was felicia birthday,
I can't get the chance to say Happy Birthday you~
So, I wish you here!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY. ♥♥♥

Happy everyday, stay healthy and stay funny.
ILY so much.

Korean BBQ Buffet

2010-11-28T19:19:00.000-08:00

My uncle gave me an early Chiristmas present,
he brought me to eat Korean BBQ buffet,
which I think is quite expensive!

The first time, we took a lot of foods!
Lamb, Beef, Chicken, is like x 10
we ate a lot, :)
and also soup, the ginseng soup,
and my favorite 불고기,
Omg, is like, I'll die for it!
and I also got their famous pan cake,
is yummy, but some were tasteless, have to eat with kimchi.

After the meal, we got the drink, the rice wine,
is sweet, so yummy,
everything looks good and yummy for me.

meal is finished and we were so full
so we decided to walk to Pavillion,
we even ate ice-cream at M.O.F

keke ;) is so yummy again!
We went Uniqlo also,
to buy sweater, uncle will go Taiwan soon.
then we went chapter 8, buy a lot of shirt :)
again, went to buy shoes~

Today is really wonderful day.

Exclusive Open Day.

2010-11-27T19:11:00.000-08:00

Zzang!
Today was exclusive open day,
I planned to go for registeration early in the morning,
but because of my sis!
I have to wait until she went back from the library,
then bath and change only we can go,
but she end up say she don't want to go!
I nearly kill her!

Mr wong say I was very quiet in his class
Ngek ngek~ I miss this phrase very much.
But I'm quite slow in the subjects!
Omg, I have to work hard!
I must get A+ in the subjects!!

Mr Wong gave me a Exclusive Bag,
the bag has it's logo, so cute
He also gave me the pen and files
and T-shit! the thing I like the most,
is like a uniform, it is so nice =]

But luckily I got Shin Nee and Sin Nee,
they choose the same day with me :D
finally I can see them, I miss them so much. :)

It's my day,

2010-11-22T19:28:00.000-08:00

Zzzang!
Today is my birthday!
the day that I born!
and so, today, Darr and Amily went book fair with me!
for celebration? keke, I don't know!

We walked walked walked and walked around the book fair,
and I saw a lot of books that I should buy!
but too bad, this is what you say no money!
I can't do anything!
seriously, we really walked until 3 and go back!
This is my birthday! a special birthday! :)

and at night, my favorite birthday cheese cake!
long time I haven't have a piece of cheese cake,
it's too expensive for me,
one piece cost me almost RM6,
I know the price was like that,
but really too expensive =((
why the thing I like always expensive?!

Omg, I love it sooooo much!
Thank you, my sis!
my mom and dad! for buying handphone for me.

They did that for me.

2010-11-20T19:17:00.000-08:00

Today was Saturday! O.O
the impact youth celebrated my birthday surprise-ly~ =)
they just sang birthday song and hugs though,
but really thank you for them!

and also, I received a giant birthday day card form all of my friends!
Omg, I was so shocked for that, until my tears flowed out!
I was really shocked for that!
All of my friends sign and wish!
how could they do that so secretly?!

and to the surprise birthday song,
they hug me and sang the song to me!
I was like HAHA at there,
but of course in my heart,
I wouldn't go and tell them is not surprise.
I laugh about 100 times in my heart,
cry?! lol, is because the previous section make me cry,
that's why is more easy for me to pretend cry,
if not I won't cry. =)))
sorryya, HAHA!

seriously is not surprise at all, =]
when darr and Mei Wan walked to Robin,
I knew what happened, haha
I tried my best to pretend don't know everything :D
but still, thank you!
I'm really touched!

Tada! I still can't believe.

2010-11-17T18:48:00.000-08:00

I bought a new handphone,
with the brand Samsung Galaxy 5!
the phone is so damn beautiful!
I almost can't sleep for the whole night because of the beautiful phone!
Bwahaha :D
Love that so much, but too bad,
I'll aim for Samsung Galaxy S next year! keke

2010-11-12T06:39:00.000-08:00

自从你离开我那天，我就不停哭泣。
其实我心里依然想着你，哪怕有一天你会把我忘记。
请你坐落在天国地一角，凝望我
我知道，你并没有离开，只是拔开云雾，让暖暖的阳光照耀我。
你抱着我说：“别哭，你还是我的灰姑娘，玻璃鞋还在你手里，我走不远。
阻碍幸福的门，用你的剑，勇敢的劈开。

南瓜车，记得要等我，十二点的钟声，用圆不要响起
我只是贪玩，偷偷藏起来，在古堡里编写华丽乐章，为你弹唱
海洋的泡沫升起，美人鱼执着的泪，痛苦却甜蜜。
浪花摩擦细沙，冲淡许多回忆
我永远记得，你好看的笑容
还有深情地旋律
我们的心愿正在盛开，在感动。
不曾错过彼此
连命运都不舍得我们分开，
我们还会相遇......

16岁的那天，雨后的蝉鸣和阳光洒下的树影
交织成我最美的记忆
16岁的今天，恍恍然然间，我们划下句点。
雨中的我，留着眼泪，远远的，远远的
凝视着和你一起走过的星夜

Froggie, rest in peace.

2010-11-10T06:19:00.000-08:00

Today was the day we dissect a cute little froggie.
Awww , so pity the frog,
Firstly, fainted because of chloroform,
then it's legs and hands is pinned,
and then! ngek ngek~ is the time we dissect it.
the skin is cut and the flesh is seen!
how excited we are,
we observed the heart,
is just like 2PM's heartbeat!

In the end, chloroform again to prevent when it get up,
and see his or her body divided into to,
how cruel that we had to kill it! :)
chloroform is so useless to it,
cause it heart keep beating.
in the end, me and ah zii, took the knife and stab right to it's heart.
Oh my, really internal bleeding! keke
once in the life! really excited!

Goodbye froggie! may you rest in peace!

It's just for fun.

2010-11-08T04:34:00.000-08:00

I was working today,
and my boss! give me something nice,
is Vietnam kuih! it is very delicious!
Bwahaha :D

and then, me and my sis were promoting the products there. :)

Let me rub the tears for you.

2010-11-06T04:23:00.000-07:00

Today was our farewell.
A lot of seniors came back, and they said that is because the foods.
): Aigoo. Then what about our effort?!

After our practice, we start to prepare their lunch,
it is fish fillet, with spaghetti, french fries. etc etc.
which is very delicious!
we had a wonderful dinner, and yummy dessert!
the fruit tart that the girl made, so freaking delicious!

After that, we gathered at wakaf koko for our farewell!
the next section, seniors talked about us,
some of them cry, Awww :)
This is actually effects we want. keke

Seniors, you're going to get off this school soon.
Hope you guys can continue to do whatever you want!
Hwaiting! :) ♥

This was Ah Bing's work.

2010-11-05T04:06:00.000-07:00

Today was the last day for the farewell preparation.
and that's the reason why I was here, Siew Chui's house.
we have practice our drama, our presents and all those stuffs.
so, we'll all have the busy day, though today is Depavalli!

I spent about half an hour on Siew Chui's searching!
I walked on the same street twice,
and keep asking the passer-by about that location.
Oh my dear, I was so embarrassed.
But in the end, it was just right beside the LRT station.
I was like: please kill me now!

firstly, we start to practice our drama,
the script is all done Kei, and too obvious,
the script is really funny, consist a lot of language.
and the most important part, is Ah Bing the butcher!
her part is really amazing, I was thinking why Kei can create this kind of script

then, we ordered Pizza, I called the Pizza using Domino's menu.
What a funny gag, Ha!
and that time, the phone rang!
I just don't know why go and picked up the phone,
they all just laughed at me. Aigoo! :(

it was almost 3, so I went back home.
but, Mom drove us to Mc' D for snack!
I can finally ate my Mc Flurry without using my own money,
Chicken hot and spicy burger, is in my stomach now. :)

at night, we went out to Mid Valley,
Just to have a Korea dinner,
it was so delicious, and I'm so full until I almost can't walk.
Oh my, :( really feel happy.

Outing for farewell.

2010-11-04T06:16:00.000-07:00

Today was a holiday,
but I had to wake up to Time Square,
because we're on the way to farewell the seniors!
I went there with sis, but end up with late :)

The members were waiting there, I felt so guilty.
but luckily I am not the latest, Kei was still bathing when I reached there,
Bwahaha :D , we went up to the 10th floor, the food court.
which they think is suit for our big projects!

we started with the seniors clothes!
we draw everything, and painted everything,
how awesome we are, I'm so proud of our members,
and so obviously, I am always the camera man,
I was holding the camera and recording the whole event.
passer-by looked at us, even the workers looked at us.
we're like so famous, and really out-standing.

After that, we ordered Mc' D from downstairs,
and while having our lunch, I did one shirt for the seniors.
the one who got the shirt that I made,
would probrably be lucky in next year. :)
Finally, I did one shirt.
is really hard to make the shirt,
because the shirt is cloth, and our so-call marker is not really good.
I mean good on cloth.
and pencil, is really hard to draw on shirt,
some more we're like kindergardent, grouping all the picture up!
and yea, luckily we did it well.

2 more days to go until the farewell party!
I hope we did well! :)

and I, had finished it

2010-11-03T04:48:00.000-07:00

Finally, I finished my final!
okay, now is the problem and I have to worry about my results.
I know, is useless to worry now, but duh, I still did that.

Today, teacher gave us back our Add Math paper,
Oh shit, and I only get 37! is a D in my life :(
Even my History, D again.
they really ruined my final!
But, still luckily, my math and Chinese get a A.
quite happy with my Math but Chinese,
I think I still have the space to improve!

Now the thing I worry the most is my Chemistry paper,
I was shocked and stunted when I know I did wrongly in my whole paper 3,
is just like slap by someone else, and it was totally unexpected!
Oh, please, let my Chemistry get an A!

I can't stand to fail anymore!

It's saturday again.

2010-10-23T08:43:00.000-07:00

Oh my, is Saturday again,
finally I can clear my mind, but still have Mr Wong's homework,
still not expert in chapter 9, how?!
someone said her friend leaving her?
she is seriously cute, why would this happen?

yesterday was my Bio paper 2,
I really worked hard for it, thinking that I can scored,
but, mangrove swap!
why you come out to my exam paper! arghh!
global warming or greenhouse effect, or whatever it is,
why?! why you come out to my exam sheet?!
Shooo, please go away, let me score! I don't want to fail!

Whooo` finally I can go youth camp,
but seriously, I want my camera,
no choice cause dad say I don't get my camera though I don't go!
Urghhh, hate it.

Monday is going for moral. I am going to put those moral value into my brain!
Tuesday history! Again, my brain is memory full and is seriously lag!
Bwahaha :D

I'm out of brain juice, guess what,
I am doing my add math now,
Pheww` I know I am weak in the chapter,
have to go and find Li Yan to teach me now, :)
seriously, is not enough one day only 24 hours,
I need my time to do something for December!
I need time!

yea, It's you.

2010-10-22T22:43:00.000-07:00

Yap May Ting,

thank you for enter my life, because of you, my high school life is exited!

Happy Birthday To You,

I love you! Stay happy too.

What a horror morning bath I had.

2010-10-21T00:22:00.000-07:00

It's 3 AM in the morning, the room in my house is opened
and a blur girl came out from the room,
It's me! I can't imagine I can wake up today,
Math is just way too strong to me. :)

I walk in the toilet and bath,
on that second I open the shower, I saw something!
Is a lizard, omg, the insect I scared the most is the cute little lizard!
and now, it is in the same bathroom with me.
Arghhhhh! I can't even shout.

I closed my eyed and wash off myself.
How scared am I that afraid the lizard will hop on me!
TeeHee, what a silly girl. :)
After that, I started to read,
okay, do instead of read.

On the way to school, I almost fell asleep with the bread on my hand,
paper 1 is quite okay, but when paper 2,
I can feel my brain juice almost dry off!
too hard for me and I admit that I am not good in calculation.
Everyone know that, :D

I just simply want it.

2010-10-19T08:26:00.000-07:00

I just hope that I can keep one,

I really love this, I just simply love it.

Please, dad, get me one of this.

It's just 268, and sis say she make it half for you.

Still, you refuse to buy it!?

I just hope to have the thing I like

Like we're in the final year.

2010-10-19T01:56:00.000-07:00

although we're still form 4,
but with the final exam's atmosphere,
every body hope holiday instead of studying,
facebook status are all hoping holidays.
Omg, like I'm not. :)

I'm waiting holiday, and I can watch my shows!
This coming Friday is Bio paper,
don't even touch my book, I have to study!
Ching Enn, keep it up!

Omg, my Chinese is weak and you know that!
but pity me still have to take Chinese,
I know I can do it! Keep it up. Hwaiting!

And today, Bahasa paper, so damn hard on the karangan,
but is quite okay when is paper 2,
cause I still have like 45 minute plus to sleep.
I really hate to take exam in the hall,
the fans are only on the side!
I can't even feel the windy atmosphere, ;(
somemore, they keep called the teacher to switch off the fan,
didn't she think about the people inside?
How could the world be like this,
I just can't imagine...

Tomorrow, english paper, still, wish me luck please.
Please, get me something easy.

Opps, download dinner dash 1 and 2,
for me to play in the night,
when I can't sleep.
I won't able to see stary night every day,
so have to play games, :)

something exited is going to happen,
wish me luck too, before December.

You! Ruined my day!

2010-10-12T07:14:00.000-07:00

I hate you! really hate you!
Who the hell do you think you are!
How dare you say this?! slept on 11:30 AM? early?
Because of your message, I slept at 3:00AM!
Don't tell me you didn't ask me to do it!
Its 50% for your exam, you can ask me to cancel the name!

Ask you to pass up, is that really hard for you?
Beg on the teacher and she will say yes,
But did you even try?!
Like the project is not yours!
who do you think you are!
I am not your DOG!

Btw, thanks to Shin, thank you for lending your ears to me,
and kei and yan, thanks also.
I love you guys so much! ;)

I'm still serious while kidding.

2010-10-11T06:02:00.000-07:00

Don't think that I am playful, though maybe sometime is true,
but when you guys asked me out, I really serious with that.
maybe I still make fun around and laugh,
it doesn't mean that I don't take it serious,
It is just the way for me to calm down myself.
yea, I know you guys don't know me well,
the best person to talk to is no longer with me ;(
I really want to grab the phone and give him a call
But I know he is busy!

I am just, not good in tell out everything, and I know you guys not really that close with me, maybe because of this, you guys thought that I am a playful-unconscious-un-serious girl,
Fine, I accept it. Take it easy, is really not that easy.
I don't want misunderstanding happen but seems like is very hard.

again,I miss him.

Green Tea Ice-cream.

2010-10-11T05:51:00.000-07:00

It was holiday again! this thing that I love it so much ;)
I was boring in the house, and then I got the idea to make ice-cream.
It my favorite flavor beside mint.

and, I prepared everything! and started to busy in the kitchen.
they were lucky because they didn't see the mess in the kitchen,
else, not only my mom, even normal human will abandon my ice-cream!

But at last, the taste smell nice, greeny ice-cream!
all my sad thing gone! I'm happy now ;)

Thanks to myself. say I love myself!

This is not really perfect 10

2010-10-10T10:10:00.000-07:00

It should be perfect 10,
since today was 10.10.10
and it will be even more perfect because my computer showing 10:10 AM.

but, 10 (again) more marks, and I can feel the cloud under me.
This perfect 10 is somehow torturing me.
is just 10 more marks! Every thing 10 today.
I know I can do it?! Just can't blame on the others.

Piano! You ruined my life! Hate you so much!

Full-House

2010-10-09T07:38:00.000-07:00

Went to the new Full-House in Sunway just now,
Planning to go to Sunway Lagoon with Kei in this coming holiday.

The foods were delicious, and the decoration were classic.
But it is really Korean-style cafe,
those shirt and jeans were all imported from Korean,
one hat cost me RM89.00
Omg, one pair of sun glasses cost me RM35!
I better buy in Korean. more cheap and even nicer.

Seriously, the food there were really yummy!
Couldn't forget the taste, ;)
Then, went to Samsung store.
Omg, I met my Samsung Wave!!
When can I get it?! mom is going to buy a I-Phone for sis,
then mine? My mini 7's instant camera??!
When can I have it!!! Seriously I really want it.

It's almost there, but I can't reached it.

2010-10-08T07:24:00.000-07:00

90, start with a so beautiful comment,
projected ending. but why I will failed?
I really out of mind, please give me some clue. ;(

I told my teacher that I will become a examiner in the future,
with that, I can fail the people that I don't like
Bwahaha :) isn't that bad? :D

Next year April, is the time I take again my exam.
Practice hard for it, I will goal for distinction!
I know I can do it,
Ching Enn, You are always the B3ST

Not me.

2010-10-05T17:44:00.000-07:00

-PMR 2010 ON AIR.-

But this time, I am not taking. cause I am the past tense. ;)
Wish the luck to all my form 3 juniors and also my family there.
All the best.

I love you for 15 years.

2010-10-04T00:00:00.000-07:00

today, but 17 years ago,
Jesus brought her to this world, and also to my world,
Hand in hand, dad and mom welcome her,
1 year later, she welcome me. :D

and now, 17 years past, I lived with this girl 17 years,
and she is my sister, Han Chee Enn.

Nothing to say much, but I love her.
Be happy every day.

Celebration.

2010-10-03T07:32:00.000-07:00

We celebrated my sis birthday just now.
We went to smoke house for dinner,
just right after my tuition.

I thought I will had some time to walk around Leisure Mall for a present
But then, mom told me we straight away go there,
No choice but have to follow,
It was a big suprise for her.

We went there, and pretend only for the birthday dinner.
But the suprise was at the back.
I had specially ordered a bomb alsaka which was a cake,
a cake that using the concept of volcano.
Omg, the flame burned and really looked like volcano eruption.

Opps, still had a present, waiting for 4th of Octocber.
Present will be hiding under her pillow. :D

2010-09-25T06:50:00.000-07:00

Today was the elocution contest for the interactors,
I skipped my Bio and Chemi class,
to support my babe Vanz.

She was the last one to present,
She went up the stage with the KFC card-board.
And promoting about KFC,
She did a good job! Love her so much.

But I skipped a lot of classes,
3 more weeks will be my final!
I have to do well, cause obviously I failed 5 subjects last time.

Good Luck to Me!

Mid- Autumn Festival.

2010-09-22T05:27:00.000-07:00

Today is the Mid-Autumn Festival,
it looked like nothing happen in town,
everyone seems like busy on their own stuff,
and slowly forgot this festival.

No mooncake, no candle, not even laughter.
What a boring festival I had.
How I wished I could had a box of moon-cake, a dozen of candles.
and lots of relatives and friends around me.
but, look like impossible.

Happy Moon-Cake Festival.

its one Malaysia Day.

2010-09-14T09:43:00.000-07:00

I love Malaysia Day so much,
suddenly got an extra holiday,
school reopen 2 days ago, not really have the mood to study yet,
but I really do my best on homework part, though was kind of messy.
But yea, I finished it, everything included the most hard Komsas.

Stop my twitter for don't know how many days,
Miss it, until today, I got my chance to open it and spread something.
Feeling quite sick this few days, I think I should find out who curse me. :D
Facing some problem on learning, have to find the way out!
But seems like the books are useless to me, even the Internet is like...
I need a teacher! but is totally impossible.

I, have to work hard on my studies, this was what I said on the beginning of the year,
Is almost the end of the year, but I didn't done anything that seems to helpful on my studies.
What am I going to do for SPM next year,
I really trying my best, but sometimes those beside me is like,
Urgh, even Laine starting to hard-working.
What about me? What had I done this year?
Nothing actually, everything done on the last minute.
I really had to work on it. I am out of time :]
This is the promise to myself, btw, I know I might break it.
I am trying to finished my Add Math,
duh, actually , I hate it so much, I don't even taught before to touch it.
But, I failed my exam this time, it should be the historical part in my life.
I was shocked, really damn shocked.
I was very confident before that, I thought I will passed at least,
maybe I looked up on myself.

Physic, another dead-subject for me.
I had no idea how to fix my Physic, until now I'm in the best tuition center,
but yet, sometimes I still out of mind. I am disappointed to myself.
I feel like I am the shame of the family. TT

Anyway, I want to go youth camp,
to me, the place that we're going, is like a family outing.
I don't know how to talk to dad and mom,
cause I want a handphone, a camera, camp again?
How much they have to spend on me.
it cost almost 10 month of my salary! Omg, I'm crazy.
But I really want to go, I think it will be an precious memory for me,
in my child-teen-life. I'm 16 this year. :D
Please don't let me think too much,
I am not being unconscious, but this was my character.
I don't really like to talk on the things I dislike,
I'm trying too, being polite, guess I will do well.

I need it badly.

2010-09-11T07:50:00.000-07:00

Instant camera, I need it badly.
Don't ask me why, all that because I think it is meaningful.
It will be a special memory for me.

Everyone told me to choose hand phone between the camera.
But I really want that camera badly.
Santa Claus, please bring that to me on the Christmas Eve.
I fall in love with the cute little white instant camera,♥
when I first saw it on the Internet!

Sticking with you become a must, without feelings.

2010-09-10T07:21:00.000-07:00

Since the day we knew each other, until today.
Is almost 4 years time, and I think we pass through a lot.
the day that I think we should know well each other.
Maybe this is the world, sticking so long with her, together for so many seconds.
I got to know her goods, and also the bad's

she should know, actually now a days, sticking with her,
become a burden to me, I have to face her everyday.
I can't, seriously I can't like the others, pretend nothing happen.
Laugh and Smile when see her. I really tried my best to be good in front of her.
Sorry, and when I say sorry, actually I mean that, though in a funny face.

I don't hate her, I'm very sure with that.
But being with her, more to a must,
just like, because they go with her, and I follow,
I am a good believer but too bad sometimes bad follower too.
I won't really ignore someone but just follow what they want?
But I also don't believe people easily, even I show a friendly face to them.

I am really sorry to her whatever I did that made her mad.
Maybe she hate me too, but because of someone,
she have no choice but keep quite.
Our circumstances were almost same, maybe dislike each other.
I don't really want to talk about this topic with her.
Almost 16, few more month to go, seem childish to talk this kind of topic.

But, on the day that I can't controlled myself,
I think I will yell at her, and called her to shut off.
I know she won't care, or maybe she will like the-mouth-is-mine-so-what
but I want this friendship to be stable.
One time tears enough for the whole life, don't make it so dramatic.
Seriously I don't really interested in the topic that they always in,
but instead of stay away, I try to listen, I don't want gap between me and them.
And that's why I always can't fit in.
maybe they think that I am those double-faced-person.
But I don't think I can made it if I keep in my heart.

It's not only one love.

2010-09-09T08:07:00.000-07:00

I went out today, with Sook Yi.
Finally after 2 years we know each other, we got the chance to hang out.
I want to be a rich person, which were always my dream.
It just slightly become a must to me,
when I first saw sook yi buying books,
without blinking, packing those books on her hand,
Omg, what kind of girl she is? Make me crazy, she bought like 10 books, in one second time.
this is a real statement.

Then, we move to Pizza Hut, I tried to method that Shin taught me, that day in Pavillion;
But it seem like not work, cause Sook yi was beside me, she look like my mom.
So and therefore, I was acting the way I talked to my mom to her. =]
After that, we found our way to the convention center so hardly.
I saw Pui Kay there, is like zillion year didn't meet her.
Miss her so much, she changed a lot. Mature-beauty. Btw, I'll miss her.

the only thing I bought was the correction tape.
wth, I know you guys going to say that.
but, my aim today was TARGET, and bring my mom to pay on Saturday.
Bwahaha =], I know I am clever.
we went to a stall, which I forgot the name, to have a drink.
12 bucks for an Oreo? Omg!

The next programme, going to Hui Lii's house BBQ after tuition.
Woots` it was so fun there, cause almost our gang went. It's a big gang.
They had chickens and hotdog, and also oh, my lovely burger!
after having some chickens, stomach full,
I looked up and saw some stars, those not-really-blink-shinning star,
actually caught my eye-side,
and I realized that, not the most charming will caught others eye sight.
Hui lii, Hiew Kuan, Felicia, Fifi, Eugenie, Wei Yee, Shin, Kei, Jian, V-Laine,Ah zii, Nickee, Zickee, Pow, Pui Pui.
We had a lovely time there as usual. =)

Guys, I ♥ you soo much,

We must keep in touch, even we graduate! I believe that God will make us together!

I don't want stay around aunties

2010-09-07T08:11:00.000-07:00

Omg, this few days,
Tortured by my mom,
Yelling by her, bought some chickens from the market.
well, is not the supermarket that I wish,
but it is the morning market, which those aunties usually gossip there;
wasting one or two hour there, talking about other's son or daughter.
The first impression, I hate there, therefore I will choose to go super-hypermarket next time.

hell, know what? I got it!
Why those aunties can spent their whole morning just marketing.
this reason is really super-duper-triple make sense and logical.
all because of this craps or perhaps gossip.
look, in other way, younger should let the older first.
but in this case, why not they let me first,
and then they continue their craps.

Omg, I just can't get it why aunties can argue with the price like,
Urgh, out of word!
Just take it in your mind,
I'm wearing the pyjamas, waiting the auntie to finish their stuff and their topic.
I was pissed off and just asked them to move on.
Come on, just take it easy.

Okay, I end up with just holding a veges on my hand, Ah ha!
That's what I've been bought after walking around the market like 3 or 4 rounds.
The damn first time I went to the market,
how am I have the idea what to buy,
I don't even had a shopping list on my hand,
Perhaps is a bit wired bring the whole paper list when you walked around the market.

It look more worst when I wanted to cook,
Look, the chicken is so damn disgusting.
Urgh, the legs, with it craw? Omg! I just can't stand on it.
The feeling is sooo creepy to me!
As Jian, I won't touch the chicken anymore,
Don't get me up my damn washing-chicken-memory
and even chopping! I hate that smell and feeling,
The sense of touch. is really make me feel like vomit when I touched it,
For the first time of my life, I washed the chicken.
God know that the thing I hate the most is touching the soft-creepy thing.

I am not going to do that again!

Finally, it start.

2010-09-04T00:03:00.000-07:00

duh, I've got a week of holiday.
I planed sort-of-interesting-thing.
but, yea, guess that I won't do so.

WGM for the whole week,
I'm even like hell, what's the time now!

Less blogging, and short post.
urgh, what else I can write about?

Dear diary, this was my dumped, decadent, sink life?

Oh, I am not going to write that.

She cracked her egg shell.

2010-09-01T20:50:00.000-07:00

Well, start with my report.

On 1994, 1st of September,
A baby girl, bump out to this world.
and after 16 years, this cute girl turn to a...

Co Shin, Happy sweet 16's
Stay healthy and happy.
I ♥♥♥♥♥ you very much.

TO BE CONTINUE,
her wonderful story will continue with the foot steps.

Merdeka!

2010-08-31T20:42:00.000-07:00

Whohoo~
The big day we expected,
Reached school exactly by 5:15.
Omg, thinking what time I woke up.

We waited for quite a long time,
first our PM walked in!
Finally I saw him. TeeHee.

Then, is our turn!
we gave our best to the audience.
Thanks to our conductor,
Wan Jiun and Serene!
I love you guys.

Thanks to our teacher,
Puan Anzie, Puan Jumaah, Puan Anita
last but not least Encik Razak!
Love you teacher!

You guys would be in my memory page forever.
How good if I could meet you guys earlier?
We make a perfect full-stop.

I went for a movie with Shin.
Act by Lee Hom,
Is nice, yea.

MERDEKA!!!
Happy National Day everyone!
I ♥ Malaysia
I'm proud to be Malaysian!
btw, KL, you're the BEST

Another here.

2010-08-30T20:57:00.000-07:00

Sorry I didn't wish,
I fall on the sleep exactly on 12AM midnight
when the calender will probably turn to 30th of August.

Happy birthday. Sook Yi,

I won't tell you I love you,

cause this is our secret! :D

It's the day.

2010-08-28T20:21:00.000-07:00

Today was our full dress rehearsal!
I've been look forward to it,
cause at least it is not really that boring. :D

Dressed up, caps on and flag up too.
Everyone seems to be so high-spirit!
I got to know a new girl,
Emi, guess so. =)
She's such a funny girl.

Everyone crazy about Lim Kok Wing,
Err, yea thier song is nice.

Exhausted. I need some rest.

Changing again and again.

2010-08-12T05:29:00.000-07:00

wth, we're changing from MBS to Cheras Badminton Stadium,
and now what? Titiwangsa stadium?
Nothing good but it was quite far from our school,
which mean that I can sleep in the bus,
with the air-con. :D

Its really tired this week,
cause I am addicted to Kwon and Gain.
I think I like the way they been,
I've been searching C-ling for few week!
WHERE ARE YOU!
I need to share with her,
Oh, she's K-pop fans also. Love her!!

Its getting earlier and earlier.
From 7 reached school,
until now 6:30.
We have to go school at 5 for the National Day.
Okay, btw,
our national anthem is so perfect!!!
I loooove it soooo much. grand.

Some how is what you think.

2010-08-08T06:01:00.000-07:00

Sook yi, I don't really miss you.
Cause I didn't even forget you.
But anyway, lots of things to share,
while you go for you not-so-important exam.

Be back faster, feel lonely without you at there.

Make a wish and throw the coin.

2010-08-06T01:36:00.000-07:00

Look, how much we concern is come from the heart,
Think that we are nuts?
Fine, just move you ass off. wtf.

Duh, okay, I don't hate you.
Desperate with you.
Can't you just opened your ear and listen.
I looked like a dump-idiot-double-faced.
Hell, just for my friend.
First time found someone same as me.
Good then, keep on, hope to help.

Serious up and got what I mean.

2010-08-05T01:30:00.000-07:00

Okay, my hands were freaking cold,
it started since the first step I stepped into the room.
Awful. and is not good enough
My pratical were okay, but come to oral,
I almost knock my head to the wall.
the oral was like omg damn hard.

Shall I ask her wheather she's on the correct grade.
Oh, and the sight-reading.
so-called-sight. cause I don't even had my time,

Examiner : you can take your time about half a minute.
Esther : totally stun and shocked. (half a minute for whole page?)

That's the end, and no comment about.
stay it to the examiner.

We're the One Malaysia.

2010-08-04T01:21:00.000-07:00

For sure, the national day is around the corner.
our school were joining the choral speaking in Malay version.
together with the host MBS and etc.
and btw, their foods in the canteen was good,
at least is better than ours. :O
not the first time stepping in their school,
sounds wired.

Duh, hot and not fun at all, though I can get 17 marks extra.
But, trust me, is really not that fun.
Under the sun and under the rain.
What's so cool about that?
Postpone the exam just for this event,
Okay, fine. yet I still ♥ Malaysia, my country

one month practice could we perform the best,
to the Malaysians? I guess so, =]
Listen up, I'll try my best, not to sleep.
it feel like P.O.S when you sleep under the hot sun,
Without umbrella, or a piece of paper to fan yourself.
Ridiculous